It's been another shitfuck of a week. The end.
But really. What the absolute fuck. We started off so well with a visit to the solicitor. Who waved the Deed of Covenant in front of us. She was more excited than we were. So we signed lots of bits of paper and discussed potential exchange and completion dates. Things went downhill from there. Amidst some personal, family upset (which I'm not sharing) I was deeply offended by someone at work. To the point where I was shaking - with anger, disbelief and upset. So I left. On the next flight I could get. I am honestly gutted. I loved the job. But I believe things happened for a reason. I was pushing myself too far and spreading myself too thin. The offensive comment (coupled with additional bad behaviour from same person) pushed me over the edge. I don't imagine it would be fun travelling to work abroad in the week, then heading home on a Thursday, work at home Friday and then head back to Altrincham at weekend to visit family. So, whilst I feel like dog shit, I think it is ultimately the right thing. I will move on and I will forget. My blood pressure will return to normal and my smile will be back. My stress levels will deplete and anxiety will ease off. Over time. I will be at the new house to oversee the work - I might even attempt to sand some woodwork or tear down some wallpaper. But let's not get ahead of ourselves. So I reckon I will get to have my cake and eat it. I'm starting a new chapter, I get the time to spend with my family and friend (I have one) - refreshed and relaxed. And I can take some time to reconsider my work options. Dinner Lady Debbie. How does that sound? Though who knows...maybe Stu and I can work together - interior design and decoration. So long as everyone likes Duck Egg Blue...we're onto a winner. p.s. 15 March and the IOC have not paid my January and February invoices. Which sucks.
2 Comments
Mummy Ashe
3/16/2018 06:36:27 am
My lovely daughter, I love you to the end and back but I still do not think that is as much as the love you have for your two children (now adults) You are a wonderful Mum and never ever doubt it.
Reply
Moi
3/16/2018 11:28:24 am
:)
Reply
Leave a Reply. |
DebbieMe, my life, my family and my travels Archives
November 2022
|